Life is a Festival

Today on Life is a Festival, Ian MacKenzie and I unpack “Inside the Manosphere:” the performance, the status games, the Lamborghinis that need to be witnessed to exist. We trace it back to father absence, the failure of the nuclear family, and generations of uninitiated men. We explore the distinction between grief and grievance, asking why male pain so readily converts into domination rather than surrender. MacKenzie shares his own four-year cycle of wilderness vigils, sits of four days without food or water, as a counter-image to the Manosphere's hollow heroism, describing initiation not as a heroic feat but as a devastating encounter with one's own smallness. The conversation moves through the crisis of young male loneliness, the complicity of wellness culture in creating the pipeline, and lands on eros and queerness as unexpected antidotes, arguing that the manosphere's deepest poverty is its total absence of genuine intimacy, play, and erotic aliveness.

Ian MacKenzie is a filmmaker, writer, and host of the Mythic Masculine Podcast, which explores modern masculinity through the lens of myth, ritual, and culture-making. He is the co-director of The Village of Lovers, a documentary about the intentional community of Tamera in Portugal, and writes on Substack under The Deep Masculine. He is co-facilitating the inaugural Cascadia Men's Conference later this year near Vancouver, Canada, inspired by the 40-year-old Minnesota Men's Conference founded by Robert Bly.

Links:
Ian MacKenzie Website
The Mythic Masculine Podcast
The Mythic Masculine | Ian MacKenzie | Substack
The Village of Lovers

Timestamps:
(05:19) Why Myth Matters
(12:22) The Manosphere as Hyperobject
(22:17) Nuclear Family vs the Village
(28:24) Women as Status Props
(35:34) Status Scarcity Hierarchy
(37:38) Tamara Village 
(46:11)  Crisis of Uninitiated Boys
(51:02) Ian’s Wilderness Vigil Initiation
(01:02:12) Eros Queerness Integration

After seven years and more than 180 episodes, this is the final episode of Life Is a Festival in its current form.
It felt right to close this chapter with a conversation with my friend Jenna Ansell, cofounder of Medicine Festival about what festivals have promised, what they’ve delivered, and what still matters.
In this conversation, we explore why the utopian promise of festival culture feels strained in 2025, whether large gatherings can still act as engines of cultural change, and the difference between individual transformation and collective healing. We talk about ancient ritual technologies, the role of land and lineage, the limits of peak experience, and why play, myth, and the trickster still matter in dark times. 
Jenna Ansell is the co-founder and managing director of Medicine Festival in the United Kingdom. With a background in social anthropology from Cambridge and international relations from Johns Hopkins, she has worked across political, cultural, and conscious events for over twenty years. Through Medicine Festival, Jenna has helped create a large-scale ceremonial gathering centered on indigenous wisdom, community healing, and relationship to land, and is emerging as a key bridge-builder between festival culture, academia, and spiritual traditions.

Timestamps
(08:45) – The missing tipping point: why festival utopia never arrived
(10:15) – Festivals as liminal spaces and temporary autonomous zones
(14:00) – Status-quo festivals vs revolutionary festivals
(17:00) – Land, ritual, and why Burning Man falls short
(21:00) – What makes Medicine Festival fundamentally different
(27:30) – Peak experiences, healing culture, and getting stuck in the underworld
(29:45) – Collective healing, ancient traditions, and remembering community
(38:00) – Rites of passage, myth, and why festivals still matter
(44:00) – Advice to young festival builders in 2025
(47:00) – Utopia, striving together, and redefining success

Links:
Medicine Festival: Home
MEDICINE (@medicinefestival)
rogueriding - 𝐉𝐄𝐍𝐍𝐀 𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐋
How Festivals Build Real Communities from Utopian Visions TEDBRC 2015

At Burning Man 2025 inside the Playa Alchemist Pyramid, I sat down with legendary mycologist Paul Stamets to explore mushrooms, mycelium, and the cosmos. Through scratchy playa dust voices, we connected fungal intelligence with Burning Man culture, random acts of kindness, and the future of psychedelic medicine.
Our conversation ranged from Stamets’ new book Psilocybin Mushrooms in Their Natural Habitats,, to reflections on mycelium as a cosmic organizing principle and the healing power of biodiversity. We discussed the dangers of misidentification, the promise of clinical trials, and how Burning Man functions as a living ritual for transformation.
Paul Stamets is a pioneering mycologist, author of eight books, and an Invention Ambassador for the American Association for the Advancement of Science. He has discovered new species of mushrooms (including Psilocybe stametsii), collaborated on breakthrough fungal research, and is known widely as the guide of Fantastic Fungi. His work bridges ecology, medicine, and culture with a vision of mushrooms as allies in human and planetary evolution.

Timestamps
(04:00) – Stamets introduces his new book Psilocybin Mushrooms in Their Natural Habitats
(06:00) – Trickster mushrooms: dangers of misidentification
(10:00) – Random acts of kindness vs. AI’s transactional mindset
(17:00) – Psychedelics as a creative leap 
(20:00) – Mycelium as metaphor and cosmic network
(25:00) – Burning Man as default-mode reset and the importance of biodiversity and discomfort.
(29:00) – Lightning, vibration, and music: how mycelium “listens” to thunder and drums.
(34:00) – Clinical trials: comparing pure psilocybin vs. whole mushrooms, healing and neuroplasticity.
(46:00) – Mushrooms vs. other psychedelics, democratization of psilocybin, and accessibility.
(49:00) – Bees, immunity, and mycelium as planetary medicine: discoveries with pollinators and viral resistance.

Links
Paul Stamets - Mycologist
Paul Stamets (@paulstamets)
Psilocybin Mushrooms in Their Natural Habitats
Fungi Perfecti
Give Bees a Chance
PlayAlchemist
Roots to Thrive: Community-Based Psychedelic-Assisted Therapy
ClinicalTrials.gov

There’s no greater mythic mind in modern podcasting than Josh Schrei, the voice and vision behind The Emerald. If you, like me, are already a fan of his deeply poetic and perspective-shifting show, then you’ll understand why I’ve wanted to have him on Life is a Festival since the moment I heard his episode on festivals. 
In this conversation, Josh and I explore the revival of myth in our modern moment. We talk about the ancient power of festivals, structure and fluidity of gender, the soul’s longing for meaning, and the complex challenges facing young men. We also touch on the pitfalls of self-importance and how myth can humble and reorient us. Finally, we explore the necessity of daily ritual, and how embodiment through practice keeps the sacred alive.
Josh Schrei is a mythteller, teacher, podcaster, and founder of The Emerald, a beloved show that brings together sweeping narratives, cinematic sound design, and interviews with renowned thinkers to reawaken the mythic imagination. A lifelong student of mythologies—particularly from the Indian subcontinent — Josh brings decades of study in yoga, meditation, wilderness rites, music, and the arts into his teaching. He also leads The Mythic Body, an immersive course designed to re-enliven the soul through story and practice.

Timestamps
(05:03 The Power of Myth in Modern Times
(23:44) The Role of Festivals in Human Culture
(39:18) The Mythic Relationship to Gender
(42:34) The Need for Young Men's Rituals
(57:33) The Healing Journey and Plant Medicine
(01:05:36) Daily Practices for Healing and Connection
(01:10:23) The Importance of Relational Coherence

Links
Joshua Michael Schrei | Creating The Emerald
The Mythic Body: Home
The Emerald | Podcast on Spotify
Josh Schrei (@the_emerald_podcast)
Festivals! Initiation and the Brilliance of Eternity

I recently revisited Iboga — the psychedelic root bark from Equatorial West Africa — six years after first experiencing it in a traditional Bwiti ceremony in Gabon. This time, I received Ibogaine treatment at Beond in Cancún. (Full disclosure: I produce their podcast, Ibogaine Uncovered.)

To my surprise, my mentor Benjamin also spends time at Beond, quietly supporting others through their Ibogaine journeys. After my own treatment—complete with a flood dose and a booster dose—the best way to share my experience felt like a conversation with Benjamin himself.

I also interviewed Tom, Beond’s CEO, for The Psychedelic Therapy Podcast — check that out for more details on the clinic and Ibogaine. As always, you’ll find links in the show notes. Now, please join me for my chat with my mentor, spiritual guide, and extraordinary role model, Benjamin.

Links

Ibogaine Treatment Center in Cancun, Mexico | Beond

The Yang Container | Benjamin

To Escape the Tyranny of the Self | Benjamin

The Psychedelic Therapy Podcast

Ibogaine Uncovered | Podcast on Spotify

Timestamps

05:10 The Ibogaine Process and Its Benefits

09:18 Ibogaine and Traumatic Brain Injury

20:22 Reflections on Healing and Growth

29:57 The Beond Experience

30:43 My Ibogaine Journey

32:32 Post-Treatment Reflections

35:59 Connecting with Others

37:38 Understanding Addiction